I wasn't planning on writing anymore. I was feeling bad about myself because, of how I had protested how disgusting I thought my father in law Scottie, was. He had raped me over an over whenever my husband Alex, was out of town on business. Initially, I hated it. He had a key and would come into our house and rape me any time he wanted. I didn't wanna destroy Alex's relationship with his dad because, he loved him so much and he was an only child.

But, I couldn't make Scottie stop fucking me. He even kidnapped me, put me in a 18 wheeler and had another guy fuck me the same time he fucked me. I was so mad. I was gonna tell Alex an I didn't care if Scottie lost his son or not. I was fed up. I was thinking about filing charges on him this time. They fucked me in that truck's sleeper for hours.